Of Poetry...I Miss You...

I Miss You
I am writing this letter
As the silence of the night witness the heaven crying.
Silence which was killed by the rain falling,
And left me...alone and bleeding.

As I try to look back at the past,
I still can't make any sense from it.
Why promise a love that will last?
And then, suddenly...stabbed my heart very deep?

Seems like forever is already gone,
but the memory remains on what's been done.
The pain it brought me is no longer there,
but the scar it left, will remain forever.

Every single second, it's her on my thoughts.
Every night in my dreams, it's her face that I sought.
If only for a second I can be with her again,
A decade of pain is what I'm willing to bargain.

I missed her touch which makes me feel important.
I missed her kiss which tells me it is me she want.
I have tried to turn back the time
But, it's too late...she's already gone.

And now, as I finish this letter,
The rain ceased, and the smiling sun greets the flowers blooming.
The church bell starts to ring.
And the choirs of heaven starts to sing.

I never thought I'll meet you.
Much more, fall in love with you.
Maybe, it's because you've turned failure and disappointment into hope,
Or maybe, it's because of the smile and laughter which you brought.
Well, whatever it is...I don't know.

All I know is that, like the moon and the stars you are that far.
But, isn't it we can only see rightly within our hearts?
That's is why, no matter what, no matter how long,
I'll wait for your love, and pray nothing will go wrong.

The very first poem I've written...maybe it's not as good and poetic as other poems, but I liked it...and I'm "proud" of it....